Last year I realized that I maybe wasn't completely straight.
I'm in my second year of high school here in France.
There is, there was, this girl named Lola. The most beautiful perfect girl I've seen. This girl has a boyfriend that I know from a longtime ago. He's not in the same region as us so they don't see each other very often but when they do they love it.
I'm very social and got to know Lola really quickly, she's smart, funny as hell, likes simple stuff and is just a really nice person overall. She isn't too social, she's got like 4 friends in the school whereas I'm pretty popular and know a lot of people. Every night we'd talk till 3 A.M and got really close really quickly. From the beginning I knew she would be special. We'd spend so much time at school together, smoke weed with 2 other friends every Friday, those were the best moments. I got really attached to her and that wasn't good because I'm not a sentimental/love person but she was so special..
Anytime we had a small problem I'd get upset and when I'm upset I get mad and that isn't good. We'd get in small fights as if we were a couple or friends that knew each other for a very long time. One day I go up to her after school and decided to tell her that I'd prefer to just talk at school and I don't want her to be mad if I don't talk as much by text. She got sad and was like "Ok"she understood.