Saturday, January 17, 2015

He has gone - I miss you always..

On a Saturday afternoon, i decided to go out with some of my friends. As i walked into Forever 21 i saw a gorgeous, cute boy. I had seen him before at my school. I stared at him, as he turned around i turned and pretended i was looking at the jewelry. That day started an amazing connection towards him.

The next day...

I was sitting down with my head down, as i see something or someone coming towards me, i felt someone sit down next to me. He said " Hi?!" i lifted my face i realized it was him. "Hi.." i said. I blushed as i looked into his eyes.

"I saw you yesterday" he said.
"Oh really? did you?" I said.
he smiled as he sad " Yes, you looked gorgeous!"
"No, don't say that" I said
"Why not?. I am just saying the truth or what? you think you are ugly?"
"yes, I am sure of it. have you seen all of those girls, getting 130 likes on their Instagram pictures, and how many do I get?! not that many,and you're telling me i looked gorgeous, come on!, you have to be kidding me!" i said
" you really don't think your gorgeous, well let me tell you something, You are GORGEOUS! and don't let anybody tell you the contrary, and let me tell you something, i don't care about looks, i care about the personality! and you are absolutely beautiful inside and outside." he said
I smiled, and as i walked away i said "thank you".
He grabbed me from the arm, and as i turned around, he KISSED me....
My heart was rushing, i couldn't help getting closer to him, as he grabbed me from my waist, i smiled, and then as he bit my lip I pulled myself away. I stared at him, and walked away.
... (next period)
As i turned right into a empty hallway, there he was, i turned myself around. but he started running toward me " hello, beautiful,i have to ask you something?!" he said- "what?" i responded, " would you like to be the one and only girl in my life, the girl who takes away my breath, the girl who i would be proud to call mine, the girl who i will once be able to say i love you to-" he said " yes i would love to be that girl!"
As months passed by, my love for him was unconditional, there was absolutely nobody more important to me than him-
... Two years passed by-'

"Babe, have i ever told you how much i love you?!" he said
"yes, baby you say it every day, why?" i said
" because i just want you to know it, i want you to know that you are the only girl i have truly loved, the only girl that has brought to my heart these feelings, feelings that i had never felt before"`
"are you okay?" i asked " no, im not, im furious" he answered " whats wrong, you are scaring me?"
he stated to tear, he mumbled " i have a kid" , my heart dropped, " no, no, no, your kidding right?! please tell me this in't true!!" i screamed " im sorry, i really am, but i want you to know that my feelings towards you are sincere"

As i walked away i whispered " i love you" and he said " i love you too, never forget that, you are absolutely beautiful inside and outside" he said, as he walked towards the mother of her child. but those words, are words i would never forget
And to this day "I love him" and i know i am the one and only girl in his life, the girl who takes away his breath, the girl who he was be proud to call mine, the girl who he was once be able to say i love you to, and the girl who he will never forget"